Dear You

My Lord,
As I walked on this path
People come and go
I see myself on their faces
Cause they’ve easily made me think like
The way they think
About things in life
When they say: this is the true ones
I follow ‘em
When they say: you wrong!
I’m in pain
Feel like I’m dumb
When they say: it’s not enough
I become angry to You
For giving me such a poor fate
When they think I’m no longer useful
They throw me away to the street
And I become so mess,
That I just want to end this life


But Lord,
As time pass through
As ordeals, pain, disasters, and crisis come and go
I’ve made a mental note
I’m all living in this world
Aimed to worship You
I have so many plans and ways
And life choices
Towards You
I believe,
Nothing in this world will last forever
Every trouble, can be overcome
Why should I feel unsatisfied?
When Your love is palpably clear to feel
When Your promise makes my life joyful and hopeful
When You promise me that I’ll deserve a jaunty future,
If I do things which You said are good
And when You promise that You will not stop
To forgive me, for every mistake I do
I should be thankful of it all

And now, my Lord,
I will surely be confident
To solve any kind of problem
And face others that follow
I want to make crucial decisions in my life
With fresh mind based on strong belief in You
Which are not easy influenced
So that in every situation, I’ll be alright
I wanna abandon myself with this powerful soul
Fly away to the clouds
I want to show me up to You
Maybe I’m still a zero, but someday I’ll become a hero
I’ll reborn myself
I wanna be tough
I’ll become someone who is not just “someone”
I’ll be a star
Shines Your world
And shares pure love
Till the peak of my time

My Lord,
I want to meet You in serenity
In the time when Your angels come to me
They friendly ask me to go home with smile
To see the most beautiful face in this whole amazing universe
Where that is Yours
And to enjoy the never ending happiness
Of the moments with You
While in the same time,
I’m leaving memorable love
Deep inside the hearts of people
Whom I share my joy and pain of life with....